Something that makes me feel important.
And I want to have time for a life outside of work
But also not worry about going in debt
Or how to afford emergency hospital bills
And be able to treat myself every once in a while with a nice dinner, or some art supplies.
And to have friends. People who want to hang out with me, who I have time to hang out with, who have interesting things to do. Not just drink or smoke.
Is that too much to ask?
Apparently so. :/
Her heart sank into her shoes as she realized at last how much she wanted him. No matter what his past was, no matter what he had done. Which was not to say that she would ever let him know, but only that he moved her chemically more than anyone she had ever met, that all other men seemed pale beside him.